Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year 2009!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
WELCOME 2009!!
BUBYE 2008!!
sigh...
everything have been solved yesterday...
so,should be a new start of my life...
even though i cried in the morning at my friend house..
hahahaha...
that's really a long long story..
yup...i saw what you have been posting in your blog...
not that i don't wanna share my problems..
i feel that this thing i should solve between me and him..
I'm just trying to be an independent person...
if in future,i have this problems again..i will be like a small little girl that just born to this world...
it is "i know nothing"
i need to learn from now onwards..
my world in future will be very miserable.not only me..'US'
besides that i just act like nothing happened doesn't mean that I'm ok...
i pretended like nothing happened is also because i don't want anybody to worry about me...
if you are my friend,u should have known I'm that person on the first day you know me...
i rather choose to keep in my heart and suffer alone then make someone to worry!
yup...i know someone that don't really know me they will be saying that I'm this and that..
evil,cruel,and so on..
i know every single thing...
even though i will act like nothing and i don't even care but in my mind i will still think about it!
i heard that since I'm wearing a mask..
u know what is the meaning of mask???
that's not a normal mask!
it contains a serious look,heartless,evil,cruel,selfish,cold-blooded,brave,tough n bla bla..
all that its because i wanted to protect myself form being hurt!!
and i believed there's nobody dare to talk to me and bully me..
DO YOU BELIEVE??
that sounds like dramatic rite??
its ok...normal normal..
it has started when i have been bully by a group of girls and i have been wearing it till now!
hahaha..
i don't know i should thank them or blame them...
that I'm a person that I'm not my real self...that everybody saw by my external appearance..
ha..
anyway,believe it or not is all up to you to judge me...
Lastly,wish all of you HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (:
Updated@10:30 PM
