Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Not motivated!
tired!
short term memory!
only few seconds forgot everything.
eyes like blind!
seems like my brain not functioning anymore.
sometime when i have free time i think of u...
things that u told me.
when i was kids till now.i never think i will lost u in this young age.
i never thought my wedding day no body gonna walk me down to the aisle.
i know how u wish to see your grandchildren.but none of us marry yet.
...
i don't know should i say i'm lucky that i dream't of u and one day before u leave us i be by your side whole day even u couldn't chat with me anymore,
when u opened up your eyes,silly me,look at u and smile with all my teeth..
u didn't talk but u brushed my hair with ur right hand.
i know u love me dad.mum said u sayang me the most.
i know u hear us calling u to wake up,we saw ur last tear but still u never wake up.
I told myself not to be so selfish because u suffering from pain.
but we missing u badly!
Updated@4:45 PM
